friendly me?or perhaps not!
went to fooxion's yum cha session after ms menon's class...yeah,after 9hrs' class.i was totally blur bout everything.couldnt concentrate well.n erm...haha..i was not exactly friendly after all.realised that besides those ppl that i knew from myb,i only managed to speak to 3 other person.they were adrian[jethutyz],jim and splashmilk[forgot his name...wonder it's mike or michael or mikel?!!someone said his name was spelt as mikel] and before justin went home he intro his friend,henry...erm,i thought i heard justin saying 'anry'....haha...that's what happened when i meet new ppl...i could hardly remember their name...guess my memory power was lagging....
i couldnt really open up to strangers.yeah,i was not as friendly as everyone thought i would be.since no one intro other ppl to me,i just spoke to those i knew from myb.seriously,i thought i had changed but it seemed like i was still the same.kinda shy in front of strangers.it's hard to believe,huh?it's the truth!!!everytime when at a new environment,i would keep quiet,hoping that i would just vanish into thin air or wish that someone would notice me and come talk to me.even when i was working part time or during a charity dinner or someone's wedding dinner,i just kept quiet and started to daydream.even at my friends' b'day party.i would either walk straight to familiar faces or just stood at a corner.haha.....yeah...it's still the same after all these years...then other ppl would think that i was that stuck up and arrogant girl.but after knowing me,they would be surprised and wished that i would just shut up.haha.....sounded familiar,anyone?
let's see...elaine was the first girl to talk to me during primary 1 and intro lotsa new friends to me.when i was in primary 5,got into a new class as my result was good.mei ling's the friendly soul who helped me all the time.in form 1,it's mei ling again who intro new friends to me.but we went into different classes in form 2 and i patched up my friendship with eunice in art class.eunice's the one who intro new friends to me.in form 3,angeline intro some friends to me and i got close with amy as we sat together after few months due to some reasons.amy's the real angel back then.helped me outta trouble most of the time.during form 4,i gotta know quai yin and some new friends were intro by her and angeline.shiqin intro some friends to me in form 5.in form 6,sau loong intro some of his guy friends to me.
in coll,i kept quiet for the entire 2 weeks til martina approached me and talked to me.that was when others in the class knew that i was truly m'sian instead of a japanese girl.ok,blame it on my hairstyle and i was too fair at that time.few weeks later,wendy intro herself and again intro some friends to me.after that,wee peng intro few friends.later on,it was jennifer who intro alice to me and wee peng.i knew wizene when she sat next to me and borrowed notes from me.gotta know shirley from shiang ting[siew khoon's ex-housemate].shirley intro janice to me.and along the way,i know many other friends.haha..did u notice the similarity?kinda confusing but it's really clear that i didnt make new friends on my own effort.others intro their friends to me.
gotta say thanx to those who had bring more friends into my life.i really appreciate it.though i might not say it to any of u,but i truly appreciate those friendships.when it comes to mushy mushy stuff,i totally fail...yeah...always dunno how to express my gratitute to everyone in an appropriate way.i end up doing the oppposite thingy.haha...guess u ppl should have known it by now....seriosuly,sometimes i dont mean to argue or hurt anyone's feelings but i;m not very good in expressing myself in a very girlish way. *hugs* please forgive me if u think that i've taken u for granted..it may seem that i have but the truth is i dont...it's just that i dont know how to express myself....Labels: lil chat
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