stop asking me y m i still single....
ok,i know that i'm not young anymore.but seriously, if any of u wanna introduce any guy friends to me,please make sure that those guys just wanna be friends[ok,at least what ever happens next will happen at a future date] *sigh*
what's so wrong with not having a bf?i know my sis has one but that doesnt mean that i gotta have one myself.it's not even a competition.i'm truly happy for her and she deserves a bf.ok,at least she goes for it.she's asking me bout when the double date plan gonna happen?haha..i look at her with a smile and answer: "when a guy is able to pass all my test,k?" kerry looks at me and laughs.
erm,just in case any of u havent notice,and i hate to admit this,i'm actually afraid of having a bf.all the endless arguments and jealousy.of course there gonna be sweet moments but i always forget to look at the bright side.i always prepare for the worst.even my parents think that i seriously need to chill as i can never predict the future.i'm too afraid to disappoint anyone or worst case scenario,hurting yet another guy.as all of u know,i'm always too blur to realise anything.when i finally realise anything,he has moved on....see?my timing is always lagging....
to tell u the truth-la,sometimes i do realise that some guys have feelings for me but i'm always in denial.pretend that nothing has happened and everyone including me is thinking way too much.yeah,i know but it's hard to change the 'live in denial' habit.and in order not to hurt the guy(s),i'll be really mean and bad,show him all my bad habits[erm..some aint my bad habits but i added as i'm good in acting as a bad girl,remember?] in hope that he'll go get a girl who is much better than me and who can love him like he wanna be loved.dont think i'll be a good gf....haha...yaya...nothing is absolute and i wont know til i've experienced it but when comes to love,i listen to my head more than my heart.
haha..sometimes,quai yin and my mum feel like kicking me or knocking me on my head so that my head wont think too much...just follow the flow....which is kinda imposible for me... =PLabels: lil chat
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