i'm truly blessed
lol...let me show you how i look just few months or a year ago. you would understand why i say that i look like an auntie now.
just as i thought my life went haywire and pressure were suffocating me, my friends in coll made my day! partly because everyone was going through the same life or at least similar life. bitching bout being a slave was so common til you could even memorise the stories. speaking in financial or business terms didn't make you an alien and people actually understood me without having to explain. my vocabulary was limited as years passed by. i missed those days when i could string beautiful words to make proper sentences. now, i didn't have much ideas on improving my write ups. partly because i was robbed of my time and partly it was because i was too tired to think.
sometimes i even have to repeat myself endlessly as i forgot who i had relate some stories to and who i hadn't been chatting for such a long time. i noticed that i didn't smile as much as i did previously. taking pics were a gruesome chore for me as i looked so tired. omg~ ok, i knew that i was whining more often than making funny jokes. but please, i didn't want to cry to release my pressure. i guess whining would be a better option as at least people wouldn't have to worry too much bout me.
anyway, during lunch today, everyone's reaction was extremely big when they saw wee peng's pics. i didn't expect them to react that way. lol.... guess they hadn't seen my previous pic or else i guess they would faint. just 3months back i still look younger than my age and i enjoyed taking pics lots. everywhere i went, i would at least take one pic of myself, talking bout being vain.
after 3 months, the most dreaded thing was when friends started to take out their cams to capture those happy moments. i looked so tired in those pics, even in high angle pics. wanting to look cute wasn't an option anymore as i looked way too old for that. lol... i need some motivation to take pretty pics. lol...i did get it in the end. as we were laughing and talking bout the pics taken previously within a year. we showed each other old pics which were only few months old and started to compare with how we look now. muahaha...we came to a mutual understanding that we seriously need to take care of our looks or else it would be disastrous. need to find time to be a vainpot no matter what happened. erm, and of course remind myself not to fall asleep when doing mask. that's how tired i was. left it on the face overnight but luckily it didn't bring any side effects.
♥ kyliemc ♥
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