busy..busy doing ntg
gosh,i seriously dunno what i've been doing these days.i'm actually busy doing ntg...can u believe it?my classes are only on tuesday nites,friday nites and weekends.other than tht,i'm extremely free.but somehow i cant find enuff time to online like when i'm in hostel.hence,lota ppl sms me to ask where i've been....i'm so sorry if i've neglected any of u,k?i seriously dont hv the intention to do so.
my notes are still so untouched.other than using them in class,i did ntg.and my filing system suddenly sucks.i couldnt find my some parts of my notes.wonder what has happened to my passion in keeping well-organised and neat notes.gosh,i really need lotsa strengths and energy to fight against my procrastination and laziness.n btw,where on earth are my missing notes???!!!!please gimme back if any of u are holding them!!this is the worst part,k?i mean i wont say 'no' if anyone wanna borrow my notes as i'm glad tht anyone think highly of my notes.not self-praising but my notes normally are neat and colourful.haha..what to do?my attention span is really minimum so i hv to resort to making my notes look interesting.anyway,i'm so tired of all these irresponsible ppl,taking my notes without returning or informing me when they are holding them for longer than expected.i alwzys do last minute revision but at least hv the courtesy to tell me where are my notes la.ish...i've been sms-ing and calling every possible ppl tht i might hv lent my notes to but no one seems to have them.gosh,i plan to photocopy them frm frens and re-do them.but me so afraid tht previous incident happens.dunno who return the notes to me after i've re-done my notes.and ya,without telling me!!!i'm so pissed off...as i've ad pleaded everyone to check and double check..all say they didnt hold them.obviously i hv to resort to re-do them.and now they are back!gee,i feel like kicking ppl liao.
i know tht i've gained weight la.dont have to remind me.my cuzzie pinched my cheeks the other day.tht's when i realise i'm seriously fat ad.i dont hv pinchable cheeks previously.now it's an easy task for ppl to pinch me.gee,it doesnt help when cny is around the corner.ppl always care bout how i look...gee,i hope tht ppl will gimme a break!but i doubt so...haiz,so sad but true....my life sucks when there are any mojor gathering...be it family gathering or friends gathering.looking back at my high school pics dont help anything.guess my rite leg is equivalent to two of my rite legs during high school yrs.i'm not exaggerating..*sweat* u can just ignore me..my vain mode is on to the max!
lately i have imsonia.i'm so sleepy and yet i cant sleep.and when i finally can sleep,i'll be awake after 2hrs.gosh,this is a torture!!!not only tht my eyes are swollen,i cant concentrate well in class or even during everyday life.i've lost interest in doing what i previously enjoy doing.i've not even done my cny shopping but i dont feel like doing it.how can tht be?my fav activity!!shopping!!!and yet i've lost interest.wonder whether it's an early sign of depression?haiz....what's wrong with me?or izzit just another phase of life?i'm afraid to grow up and be labelled as an adult,having so many responsibilities.looking at the bright side,dad says tht i dont hv to chip in when paying house instalments if he's gonna buy a house in damansara area,which is a good news as my burden wont be too great if i can secure myself with a job.suddenly i feel like working instead of wasting my weekdays doing ntg at all...at least i can ease my dad's burden by not getting allowances from him.gee,i'm not too sure.perhaps i'll think bout it after cny.
i will seriously appreciate it if all of u will stop asking me where on earth is my bf as i seriously dont know.i dont feel love just yet.in fact,i dont think i'm ready for it at this moment.i'm so busy and stressed up.i dun wanna channel my own probs to any guys and make them suffer with me.tht's so not me,k?if i hv a bf,i'll intro to u ppl.dont worry bout it.so everyone can stop making speculations.thanx!!i will really appreciate it~Labels: lil chatty chat
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