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damn pissed off lo!

Friday, March 23, 2007 ♥ 3/23/2007 02:26:00 AM ♥


hv u ever been so angry and pissed off by someone til u cant resist yourself frm cursing tht person? perhaps it's quite common, huh? however, it doesnt really apply to me most of the times except for 3 times where i totally lose my mind and cursed non stop in public.

1st event - happened in f5 in bm tuition when a friend kept accusing me of spreading rumours bout her with a sfi guy which i didnt. it's so obvious tht she kinda admired tht guy as her facial expressions showed whenever other ppl teased her with him. i was going thru lotsa pressure esp with hw and of course the humuliation of a teacher who refused to accept my apology as i didnt get her signature in the book for prefect duty. actually it's totally redundant as many teachers didnt sign but she insisted. other teachers and yes, even discipline teachers said tht it's ok as it's not a big prob but tht teacher made a big fuss over it. in the end, the discipline teachers asked me to apologise. to which i did but my apologise was not accepted. truly pissed off but i bottled it up. when my friend confronted me with her accusation, i couldnt stand it anymore and screamed at her. scolded her at one breath and of course no foul words used. i even ended with the phrase, " [insert name], do u need tht guy's parents to put a copyright and reserved sign in his name in the birth cert???!!!"... actually i knew tht many ppl in the class wanted to laugh as it's quite hilarious but none of them dared to as they were afraid tht they'll be the next victim. pity them coz they need to keep the laughters to themselves but of course the news spread in skool.

2nd event - my a/c tuition teacher teased me with a guy. bad timing as i was having my pms plus it's just days after the 1st event. i was so angry at i actually scolded my tuition teacher in front of everyone. he was shocked of course. i wasnt being rude or didnt show him any respects but i seriously needed to get all the anger and pressure outta me at tht time. bottling up anger wasnt a good choice but it had always been my habit.

3rd event - someone tried to vandalise my pc and obviously it's quite certain who they were but they pretended tht it wasnt their doings. looking at the mess, i called my cuzzie, loon for help regarding the dismantled pc. i was damn pissed off til i scolded and screamed at them! they kept saying tht i was accusing them and asked the hostel mgmt over to settle it. hello??!! i wasnt stoopid, k? i told the hostel warden what he wanted to know and even asked him to check on my radio to see its voloume. hey, i was a prefect and u definitely needed an evidence to prove the other party was in wrong. i even told the wardne tht my male cuzzie came into my room to check at my pc as i know nuts bout pc stuff. ya,rite?!! trying to sabotage and make my cuzzie in trouble. they totally messed with the wrong gurl! i might me mild and kind but when it involved my close ones, tht's it! i wouldnt show any mercy~


anyway, as i was saying, i was damned pissed off today. i was already very emo. but someone just had to spoil my day with nonsense. i had been botlling up the anger for so long til i finally couldnt take it anymore! i cursed non stop and ya,i even used vulgar words. for the very 1st time of my life, i actually scolded someone with vulgar words. guessed i must had frightened those in the chat window this afternoon. even michy was kinda shocked tht i used vulgar words.

to clarify things, i hv to admit tht i'm kinda shallow when choosing a bf. i wanna a presentable guy as a bf so tht i wont feel embarrass walking beside him but instead i'll feel really proud. even if he's really ugly, at least he knows how to dress up to camouflage it. i seriously dont understand why some bugger couldnt understand his own limits? he's short [ for a guy..even if he's above 175cm, but if he's fat, he's equal to short to me] and fat. he's always rite as even if he's wrong, he'll make it a rite with his nonsensical arguments til a point where i just kept quiet, not coz he's rite but coz i didnt wanna lose my energy to argue with a crappy person. he's misleading ppl to believe in something which didnt even happen. tht's totally an absurd idea! it's ok to joke but not to the extent of tarnishing my image in the eyes of public. eh's old enuff to make his own judgement and draw his line. his sense of humour isnt even rite! it's not witty at all. in fact, he makes fun of himself by doing tht and at the same time, lost my respect. i rest my case!

if somehow u feel offended by this post, u should analyse it again to see whether u are the culprit. if u aint the culprit, then this post wont do u any harm nor does it pierce thru your heart.

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