was browsing thru my childhood pics. tht's when i realised tht i was a total fulltime poser when i was young. my kiddo time pics were full of poses. but during primary sec, i was kinda shy. ya, u read it rite! i was shy during the 3yrs, feeling so lost as i entered high skool life. my upper sec high skool life was much better. i was more comeptitive back then. plus since my high skool was all gurls' skool, the only time when i could compare my results with the guys were during tuition classes. haha...i knew tht many guys hated me back then. some loved me of course. some juz the kinda luv-hate feelings.
surprisingly after we grad frm high skool, things change. some 'enemies' turn out out to be besties while some bestie drift apart. guess tht's life~ u gain some frens but at the same time u lose some. but each and everyone of them has left some footprints in your heart, teach u stuff and love u juz the way u are! if someone tells u tht s/he doesnt need a fren, dun trust him/her. s/he is lonely. just be his/her fren and let him/her know the joy of having frens around. spread the love ppl!! *hugs*
i've always been skeptical bout getting to know any online frens but i'm glad tht kerry encourages me to go out with them. tht's how i get to know those wonderful ppl who make my coll life so enjoyable. all the chats and outings. though we've not been going out or chat as much as previously, the frenship is still there. it means lots to me when i'm in my depression period, esp michy's existence. she's this one cool and tough gurl who has been there for me and reply my sms when i need some emotional support. of course i still hv my close high skool frens but when u are in depression period, the last thing u wanna do is to tell ur close frens stuff and make them worry bout u. it's so difficult to keep ur feelings frm ur close frens esp when u know them for so long. thus i juz keep things frm them and only tell them what they wanna know yrs later when i'm ok to talk bout it. i know they care for me and wanna be there for me but their presence will only make me feel suffocated. i rather tell michy everything. haha..coz she's really good in keeping secrets! ;) and she really zaps me back to reality~ make me feel happy when i'm having my share of stress. if your name is not mentioned, please dun feel sad coz i still regard each and everyone of u as frens. i'm mentioning michy's name coz she makes me laugh like a crazee gurl when chatting on msn. tht's a secret :P
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♥ kyliemc ♥
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