it's time to pay the doc a visit again. i needed to get my dose for hepatitis b prevention injection. after changing, i jumped into the car feeling a lil excited. i wondered why too. the journey to the clinic was smooth. as usual, mum sent karen for her tuition class in usj 9 1st.
it's kinda lucky as mum managed to get a carpark without having to make few rounds. mum handled me some coins to slot into the autopay machine. while crossing the road, i was thinking of whether to show the doc my toe. i felt the pain everytime i walked for the past few days. in the end, i made up my mind to show the doc. after mum had locked the car, we walked to the clinic.
the clinic was kinda empty. not many patients this time. i chatted with mum while waiting for my name to be called. i browsed thru the clinic in search for interesting articles to be read. alas, found a few of them. i was scanning thru the articles quickly when my eyes stopped at the aquarium in the clinic. the water was kinda dirty. obviously no one was free to change the water. i told mum how i pitied the fish for having to live in an environment like tht. i would definitely suffocate if i were the fish. couldnt really see what's in the aquarium anymore. the fish swam in slow motion too. perhaps they were trying to avoid bumping into each other. their vision must hv been blurred.
finally i heard the nurse calling me. i walked into the room while smiling to the doc. after getting the injection, i showed the doc my toe while telling him tht it still hurt me. he bent over to take a better look at my toe and told me the bad news. apparently my toe wasnt cured yet. the corn was back again. arrgggghhhhh, how unlucky was i? he even mentioned how strange it was as i was his 1st patient who wasnt cured after tht minor surgery. bad luck, huh? i shivered at the thought of going thru the pain all over again. without hesitation, i asked the doc whether there was any alternative. he recommended tht i put med on it but it would take a longer time.
upon hearing tht, mum asked me to do the minor surgery again at tht very instant. my heart sanked. i was kinda reluctant to do tht so i asked the doc again bout the alternative. it's kinda a nuisance too. the doc chirped and told me tht this time he would cut deep into my toe. it wasnt fun at all as i would hv a deeper hole on my toe. *sigh* the doc said he would do it for free but tht's not the point. it's all bout the pain.
alas, i dragged my feet to get ready for the minor surgery. my palm and soles were sweaty. i had cold sweat. finally after getting ready, the doc pricked my toe with the anaesthetic. like previously, i screamed in agony. as the doc knew tht i couldnt tolerate the pain, he only gave a shot but a full shot which made me even more even pain. previously it was two half shots. after my toe was confirmed numb, he started his work. i didnt even dare 2 take a look. i kept saying how unluckily i was to experience the pain again. my pain tolerance level was the same since young. it's nil. even a lil prick would make me scream like someone had just thrust a sword into my heart.
T.T
hope i wouldnt hv to go thru it again. my toe was on bandage yet again and i had to take meds too. the prevention shot didnt cause me any pain but the anaesthetic shot did. after taking my med, we walked outta the clinic. mum saw a van selling ong kee tmn connaught big bun thus asked me whether i was hungry. she decided to use food to bribe me so tht i wasnt feeling upset anymore. i wouldnt pout if i was in pain as i didnt how to pout but i would look extremely upset. the vege bun really did cheer me up a lil.Labels: lil chatty chat, my family my love
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