lil update bout me
recently lots of people are looking at me with their concerned looks til i feel they look so funny and start to laugh non stop. apparently my friends think that i'm crazy. ish... previously, i'm not emo. it's just that i'm so stressed but it's ok now. leading a perfectly peaceful life with some stress from work though. retail therapy, lots of sleep and drama series really reduce my stress level to a certain extent. haha, ya..basically i stay at home or hang out with my family during raya hols.
met ming yang on 1st day of raya for a shopping trip in kl. it's an enjoyable shopping trip with those chats and girlish laughters. it's a long time since i actually shopped for clothes. we walked and walked. ming yang's really good in directions. she could even remember the shops that we went into and chatted with the shop assistants. as for me, i browsed through the clothes and i found that window shopping could be really awesome too. that's before i had an eye on 1 dress. bought it immediately at an impulse. haha, i still hadn't regret bout it yet.
my friends notice that i love pink or black range of clothes the most. in fact, they are right bout my wardrobe. it's quite obvious, right? the other thing that they've mentioned is i don't seldom dress up in floral prints. that's true! i prefer tops or skirts with only one colour. for me, too much details on my clothes is not a good thing. though floral prints are more girlish but they are too girlish for me. haha, i have to admit that i'm quite a tomboy most of the time especially when i talk or laugh. many people will wish that i just keep quiet and not say a word to which i comply at times but they think that i'm either sick or something is terribly wrong with me. gee, it's hard to fulfil other people's wish. i give up in the end and talk non stop as usual in the end.
my close friends realise that though i've been talking non stop but i'm not as cheerful as i used to be. i'm not as excited and my eyes don't sparkle much any longer. i don't smile as much as i used to. i'm not eager to know bout other people's secrets anymore. all these while, that are basically what they wish for but now they ask me not to kill the old me. ish... they are impossible to please. haha... i know that they worry bout me because there are major changes in me. in the end, i promise that i'll revive the old me by end of this year. i notice that i have turned into a dull and easily annoyed girl lately.Labels: lil chatty chat
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