i guess i have mid-twenties crisis. i'm starting to question my purpose of existence on this earth. i beginning to think whether i have achieve the goals i have set few backs when i'm still young and gullible. perhaps the habit of setting goals which are difficult to achieve is not a good idea after all. i'm demotivated when the goals come across my mind as i don't think i can reach them. i seriously don't want to be a sulky woman in her mid-twenties.
i still remember my my seniors' words bout i will reach the point in my life when positive thinking will be too naive. everyone has to face reality. i takes me 17 years to realise the real reason peter pan doesn't want to grow up. being an adult is not fun at all; ok... at least not fun anymore. i'm not even looking forward to grow older because i fear the reality slap that i'm not as capable as i think. how encouraging indeed??!
oh ya, just in case you are wondering, yes... i'm very much alive and i'm truly sorry to cancel any outing plans. suddenly i'm involved in assignments for which tight dealines are set. i'm in the verge of having no life other than work. i'm not as active as previously; being able to hang out late for dinner, movie plus mamak sessions after work. i'm be extremely tired to the state that i can't comprehend the things that people tell me after working hours.
that explains the reason i need people to repeat the things they have just said. that includes my sis, karen when she's telling me her exciting university life. i guess i nod most of the time then ask her to repeat herself. all i can think bout is work, even during dinner time. oh ya, that includes sleeping time. can you imagine i even dream bout my work? as a result, i lack of sleep. bye bye beauty, hello stress. haha... there goes my beauty routine.
i wish that my weekend will be a great one. it's been weeks since i have last met any friends. i hope i can at least hang out with any of my friends. even for a short while will do. *prays hard* i will try not to cancel any plans. i say try, not promise as i don't want to break my promise.... again....Labels: life is bout working too, lil chatty chat
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