the dilemma of being gorgeous
do you think that you are gorgeous? well, i sure dont think myself as a gorgeous girl. but it seems like people will tell me that i'm gorgeous and that i dont have to worry bout getting a bf. ya, rite! i have never ever dated in my life! i'm telling the truth but the normal reactions that i will get are laughters; as if i have told the joke of the year. kind of annoying most of the time but i cant do anything bout it. i know it's unbelievable but it's the truth.
it's not like i set a high expectation on my bf but everyone thinks that i'm too demanding. i have to admit that i'm really demanding towards people who are close to me simply because i know they can do many more things. i guess a little push will lead them far. or so i guess?
my friends complain to me that being gorgeous is a trouble for them because guys take them for granted. they dont even know when the guys are being true to them. most of the guys treat them like trophy girlfriends. some even bet with friends whether they can win the girls' heart. that's so ridiculous. so sad but true... shitty things happen all the time. haha...perhaps that is the reason i'm too afraid to be in a relationship.
can you believe it when girls are jealous of you simply because you dress up? sometimes i feel so annoyed that i dress like an aunty to avoid all those stupid speculations. it's a shame that i do that just to please others and make myself totally unhappy. can't someone dress up just to be happy? if the girls are so jealous and feel so insecure about their appearances, why dont they dress up on their on? gossipping ,bullying and trying to put someone down is totally so high-school!
the next time someone asks me why do i dress up so nicely even though we are just going for mamak session, i'll shoot him/her (in my head)!Labels: lil chatty chat
♥ kyliemc ♥
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