Don't you think that it's kind of ironic that people think that I'm actually a girl with high confidence but actually I'm not? It's work-related again. Yes, again. I go for the interview & yay! I nail the job at my first interview. Thus, I'm being employed and start working at my current company.
Thinking that I don't have to travel to client's place, I'm really relieved. That's because I can doll up to work. Yippee! Well, that's supposed to be the case. But... there's always a but.. It's not the case anymore when I start working and people are commenting bout short skirts.
Omg, it's a horror because if you take a peep at my closet, it's at least 95% standard length skirt but because of my height they turn into short skirts. I panic and start shopping for knee-length skirts for work. Am I happy? Not at all simply because I have to spend more on new wardrobe. I even buy T-shirts so that I can wear to work on Fridays. Yes, I care bout what other people think of me especially bout my appearance. I need approvals. I need to know that people judge me based on my work and not my looks.
The end result? I'm grumpy all the time. I feel like an old rug being tossed on the floor. Gosh, when do I even succumb to the public view? Where on earth is that vain girl in me? Ok, I still use the word girl to describe myself because I still feel like a girl, needing approval from others bout how I should behave and look. A woman doesn't even care what others will think. She just does whatever makes her happy.
Things will take a turn from now onwards. I should be true to myself and be myself. If others can't accept me the way I am, then it's their business. I won't care anymore. I can't help it if I have long legs and they make my skirt look short.
Labels: life is bout working too, lil bit more bout me
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