I guess no one is perfect in this world. I'm not perfect myself but is it too much to expect everyone to be more responsible? Sometimes I do wonder why am I demanding myself to complete everything when there is someone out there who is so irresponsible.
Other than that, there is also people who tries to put someone else down just to make other think that she is so superior. Perhaps others may be blinded but I'm definitely not going to be a close friend of hers. Perhaps I might smile or joke with her but deep down, oh well, she's not the kind of person I will keep in touch with. Period....
Sometimes I feel so suffocated that I wonder where is fairness? But then again, I still have to bear with those ridiculous people as I still need to pay for my bills. I'm so tired... Extremely tired and I'm also so frustrated with everything.
I really need to shop. I have not been doing that since I start working here. Oh ya, though I work near a shopping mall but I don't manage to shop... I promise myself to pamper myself more. I don't want to turn into a grumpy person though I'm on the midst of turning into one soon.
It's a brand new year. I guess you must have set your new year resolutions, right? I have not done that. Haha, more to like I will not do that as most of the time, I am unable to meet them.
Anyway, Quarter 4/ year end close has ended. For me, it's a success as it's much easier than the previous one. My manager & team lead are proud of us. Guess what? I'm proud of them too. It's so hectic at work due to the confirmations through emails. Intercompany balances are zero for ASA, with very minimal differences due to system error. Our stress is replaced by joy when my manager's, baby girl decides to give him a surprise! She greets the world bout 2 weeks earlier than expected. A really 'cute' gift to all of us.
The new year has just started & I'm hoping good things will start to flow into my life once again. At least, the message one of my darling friends give me make me laugh the whole night! What can I say? Some people seriously do not have a life! Good for me though as I previously mention that the more people are jealous of me, the happier I am as it must be I'm leading a good life. Muahaha.... *coughs coughs*
Don't you think that it's kind of ironic that people think that I'm actually a girl with high confidence but actually I'm not? It's work-related again. Yes, again. I go for the interview & yay! I nail the job at my first interview. Thus, I'm being employed and start working at my current company.
Thinking that I don't have to travel to client's place, I'm really relieved. That's because I can doll up to work. Yippee! Well, that's supposed to be the case. But... there's always a but.. It's not the case anymore when I start working and people are commenting bout short skirts.
Omg, it's a horror because if you take a peep at my closet, it's at least 95% standard length skirt but because of my height they turn into short skirts. I panic and start shopping for knee-length skirts for work. Am I happy? Not at all simply because I have to spend more on new wardrobe. I even buy T-shirts so that I can wear to work on Fridays. Yes, I care bout what other people think of me especially bout my appearance. I need approvals. I need to know that people judge me based on my work and not my looks.
The end result? I'm grumpy all the time. I feel like an old rug being tossed on the floor. Gosh, when do I even succumb to the public view? Where on earth is that vain girl in me? Ok, I still use the word girl to describe myself because I still feel like a girl, needing approval from others bout how I should behave and look. A woman doesn't even care what others will think. She just does whatever makes her happy.
Things will take a turn from now onwards. I should be true to myself and be myself. If others can't accept me the way I am, then it's their business. I won't care anymore. I can't help it if I have long legs and they make my skirt look short.
this time around i'll do the tag being assigned by suei huey. excuse me for my technical language. i realise that word usage is limited as time passes by. my friends say that i speak like an alien because i use too much jargons. hey, they use lots of jargons too. gosh, i miss those days when we use the universal broken language instead. time flies and i guess i nag more than previously. gee, that's a bad sign.
*Instruction:Bold the statements that are true to you. Italicize the statement that you wish are true. Leave the fibs alone. Then, stab 5 people to do the same tag.
1. I miss somebody right now.yes..yes..yes..but don't ask me who i miss. 2.I do not watch tv these days. that's so true! i listen to radio and sleep halfway through instead. i'm so tired after work.age is catching up. 3. I wear glasses or contact lenses.both..if i can't open my eyes properly, i'll use glasses. 4. I love to play video games. i don't have the patience to play video games. 5. I have tried marijuana. nop and don't wish to try. 6. I have been in a threesome. don't plan to because i'm still very selfish and want to have him to myself :P 7. I believe honesty is always the best policy.sometimes white lies are better in order not to hurt anyone. 8.I have changed mentally over the last year. i guess basically it's still the same. 9. I curse. i don't curse unless someone really drives me up the wall. 10. I am totally smart.please make this true... 11. I have broken someone's bones. so far not yet because i'm not that strong yet. 12. I am paranoid sometimes.actually it's most of the time. can't help myself at those moments. 13. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar free. i don't want to go for any surgery. 14. I need money right now.i have too many dreams to realise and most of them are financially related. 15. I love sushi. yummy yummy~ and it's healthy. 16. I talk really,really fast. my dad always complain bout this. 17. I have long hair. it's obviously, right? :P 18. I have lost money in Las Vegas. I don't gamble 19. I have at least one sibling. 3 younger sis 20. I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.fake curly hair to class and when was taking studio pics. worn fake eyelashes when taking studio pics too. 21. I couldn't survive without Caller ID.i don't have a good memory. 22. I like the way I look. most of the time unless i'm too stressed out. 23. I am usually pessimistic.i guess skeptical will be a better word to describe me. 24. I have a lot of mood swings. not really unless it's during pms. 25. I have a hidden talent. i'm still trying to figure out what's my hidden talent. 26. I am always hyper. i'm not born to be hyper. 27. I have a lot of friends.this is true because i have different circles of friends. 28.I have pecked someone of the same sex.friends during their birthday parties, my family members don't believe in hugging and kussing each other. 29. I enjoy talking on the phone. only applicable if those people who call me are not annoying in my opinion. 30. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants. i love shorts and skirts more. 31. I love to shop.i wish but it's a cruel reality because i'm not loaded or filthy rich. 32. Enjoy window shopping.it's alway a better option because i can never make up my mind so i need to eye on things first and bring someone, usually kerry or mii during the next visit to ask for their opinions. 33. I would rather shop than eat. i still prefer eating because dad has trained me to fall in love with eating since young. 34. I don't hate anyone. just dislike to the max because i believe that hating is too tiring as i need to remember that person and what s/he has done to make me hate him/her. 35. I am a pretty good dancer.that's my dream since young but it never comes true. 36. I am completely embarassed to be seen with my mother. if you have noticed, i'm usually out with my mii and i'm so proud of it. ;D 37. I have a cellphone. haha, this is obvious, right? or else i won't even have a cellphone number. 38.I believe in God. yeah, this is true. 39. I am an adrenaline junkie.i'm the most timid member in the family. 40. I watch MTV on a daily basis.i wish i have the time. 41. I have past out drunk in the last 6 months. pass out as in fainted? i guess nop but i fall asleep instead. 42. I have rejected someone before.yeah, some of you may know who i'm talking about but it's better left unrevealed. i'm blessed to be loved and it's just too bad i don't feel the same way as they do. 43.I want to have children in the future.yeah, but giving labour is extremely painful. gosh... 44. I have changed a diaper before.no one trusts me with doing this because i'm actually afraid of smelly stuff. my nose is too sensitive to smell. plus everyone thinks that i'm too clumsy to handle babies. 45. I have called the cops on a friend before. so far so good because i have not done that. 46. I am not allergic to anything.my skin is really allergic to lots of stuff like dusts, wild grass, etc. 47. I have a lot to learn.i'm not born genius. 48. I am shy around members with the opposite sex.i'm seriously shy in front of guys but no one believes me. i'm seriously shy deep down in my heart but i refuse to admit it in front of others. 49. I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past. rule of thumb for me is i don't steal my friend's beau and if she happens to like the same guy as me, all she has to do is to tell me and i'll back away. been there and done that. 50. I have tried alcohol before.yeah, and you can be sure that i'm drunk within seconds. 51. I own the South Park movie. i don't even like south park. 52. I would die for my best friend. not to that extreme but you can say that i can go extra mile for him/her. 53. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.there are better restaurants selling better pizzas out there. 54. I have used my sexuality to advance my career. i don't do that because i believe in proving people wrong by just judging on my looks instead of capability. i believe i can get career advancement based on my own efforts and hardwork. 55. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all. i only enjoy his songs and dance moves. 56. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy. i don't celebrate halloween and actually i'm afraid of it because i'm afraid of ghosts. 57. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it. watch only 10minutes and it's seriously not my cup of tea. 58. I am happy at this time.if things go well for me, i'll be really happy but not at this moment. 59. I am obsessed with girls/guys. not obsessed because i'm an adult now. besides being obsessed bout someone will make him freak out. 60. I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met. i tie it using the normal way. 61. I study for tests most of the time.i become really lazy after high school. tests are just another reason for me to skip classes. oops... 62. I am comfortable with who I am right now. yeah...but there's always room for improvements. 63. I have more than just my ears pierced. only ears because i'm afraid of pain. my dad is glad with this fact. 64. I walk barefoot wherever I can. i can't do that because as i've mentioned, my skin is extremely allergic and even my feet are not spared. 65. I have jumped off the bridge. no thanks. 66. I love sea turtles. i don't love them, just neutral. 67. I spend ridiculous money on makeup. i don't know how to make up and i'm lazy to learn. i buy make up though. 68. Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.ya!! i hope that it'll come true!! 69. I am proficient in a musical instrument.i wish a can play the piano or violin. 70. I hate office jobs. yeah, but i'm stuck with one. 71. I love sci-fi movies. yup...yup...yup... 72. I think water rules.yeah, i can't live without water. 73. I went college out of state.yeah, my hometown is malacca but i study in sunway, pj. 74. I like sausages. but mii says can't eat too much sausages. 75. I love kisses.i worry too much bout the germs. 76. I fall for the worst people. luckily i don't do this or else disaster will happen. 77. I adore bright colours. the brighter the better because it brightens my day. 78. I can't live without black eyeliner. haha, this doesn't apply on me. 79. I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing. it's always better to let others understand me better and stop asking me the same questions over and over again. 80. I usually like covers better than originals. i like originals more. 81. I can pick up things with my toes. i'm not that expert yet. 82. I can whistle.if only i can whistle, it'll be so much fun. 83. I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snake slithers.this can be my hidden talent. 84. I still have every journal I have written in.i don't write journals but i regret it now. i'll be keep this blog no matter what happens. 85. I can stick to a diet. people who knows me well knows that i can never do this. 86. I talk in my sleep. nop, i don't! which is a good thing because my secrets are still safe from friends. :P 87. I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distraction.i do this. oops... 88. I have jazz in my blood. haha...i'm ok with jazz and i'm certain that i don't have jazz in my blood. 89. Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time. i'm afraid of height back then and now i don't feel like climbing trees anymore. 90. I wear a toe ring. i have lots of toe rings but too lazy to wear even one. they end up being one of my collections. 91. I can't stand at least one person that I work with. many people know this fact. 92. I am a caffeine junkie. i cant' take coffee due to my gastric pain. it strikes whenever i gulp down a cup or glass of coffee. 93. I cosplay and know what cosplaying is. nop. i don't cosplay and i don't enjoy it either. 94. I have been to over 15 conventions.i wish i have the time and chance to do so especially if it's related to my field of work. 95. I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better. not anything, they got to be cute! 96. I am an artist.i love to draw but it's not good enough to make me an artist. 97. I only clean my room when necessary.ya, because i can't stand it to be too messy. 98. I like a person of the same sex. i'm ok with girls if they don't bully me. 99. I love being happy. yeah, if only i can be happy all the time.
being tagged by sonia in her previous post. better do the tag now because i have other tags to complete too. oops, been procrastinating again. Two Things Meme 1. Two names I go by :Kylie and min chien. 2. Two things I am wearing right now : tee and shorts. nope, it's not micro mini shorts. i don't have gorgeous legs to flaunt :( 3. Two things I want (or have) in a relationship :him not being a jealous freak and him smelling really nice all the time. my nose is really sensitive to smell, k? haha... 4. Two things I like to do : sleep and shopping but i deprive of them after i start working..so sad... 5. Two things I want very badly in these moment : cash and time to shop 6. Two things I did last night : chatting on msn and watching drama series 7. Two things I ate today :rojak and cendol. 8. Two persons I last spoke to : mum and dad. i was at home the whole day. yeah, i'm such a good girl!! lol..only because i need dad to drive me to muar next saturday to attend someone's wedding. still can't reveal her identity yet. 9. Two things I am doing tomorrow :accompanying karen for HELP university college open day (i'm a good sis!! ok, i lied. i'm being forced to do so. actually i want to sleep late.) and pack my room because i haven't done anything yet. 10. Two favorite days of the week :friday and saturday. 11. Two favorite holidays : Chinese New Year and chrismas. 12. Two favorite beverages : ice lemon tea and carrot milk juice. 13. Two things about me that you may not have known : i actually have really mature thinking but it's so tiring being mature all the decision so i decide to show my childishness to my friends and i'm extremely demanding on my potential bf til guys feel so suffocated or they feel i'm pushing them away. 14. Two jobs that I have had in my life :a promoter and audit assistant. 15. Two movies I would watch over and over : she's all that and perhaps love 16. Two places I have lived : melaka and selangor(includes sunway and usj and going to move again soon!) 17. Two of my favorite food : pastas and beef noodle 18. Two places I would rather be right now :out with friends at any mamak stalls and shopping malls because i've not been window shopping for a long time already thus i don't get enough of walking which results in me getting less exercise. shopping is considered as exercise for me because i can walk whole day long and even visit few shopping malls in a day :D even though i don't buy things if nothing catches my attention.
Christmas Meme : What are the 5 gifts you would buy for yourself this Christmas,if you had unlimited income? (ok, i know chrismas over but muahaha...u can buy it for my birthday. ok, i'm just kidding.)
1.sony ericsson mobile phone (which model to buy? k or w series?gosh, it' so difficult to make a decision) 2. dell laptop in pink (gosh, i think my new year resolution is going to failure) 3. canon digicam (which model to buy? gosh, i'm so indecisive) 4. anna sui perfume (it has a nice bottle with a fairy on top) or DKNY red delicious (kerry says better don't use this because later i'm being bitten or eaten by people for smelling too sweet) 5. a mp4 player which has voice recording function.
oh gosh, i think i'm suffocating nowadays. mostly due to my hectic schedule. work is still as busy as ever though it's not peak period for audit. it's the time for the 9th month revision for tax installment payments where i need to fill up form CP 2O4A for the clients. accounting jobs are seriously though as not all clients have proper filing system. my work has really tested my patience. i have learnt to control my frustration and pressure at work. i have learnt to just keep my mouth shut if seniors don't wish to listen to your opinion though they have made a mistake. if they refuse to listen, why should i bother to correct them? i should keep my energy instead as i'm so tired after work every single day. i always fall asleep after my bath and dinner. it's a very unhealthy habit but i can't help it as i'm too tired and sleepy.
besides busy with work, i'm busy with attending classes too. i can't say that i'm busy with my studies as i've not even started my revision yet. all i do now is to attend classes and the only time i open my notes is when i'm attending classes. not a really good start, huh? to top my hectic schedule, my lecturers are having extra classes in addition to normal classes. there will be replacement classes too. i end up having classes everyday except for tuesday but i can predict that it's going to taken by one of the lecturers soon. ya, i have classes on weekends too! long hours of classes on weekends.
if any of you ask me out but i decline to join, please don't feel offended, k? sometimes i just can't bring myself to join in all the fun especially when i'm too fatigue. my body can't take all the tiredness anymore. i hope i won't have system breakdown eventually. of course i still go out but it depends on situation. sometimes i seriously want to go out with certain group of people but my body and mind are screaming NO in unison. perhaps after i've shifted to new place in december i'll be able to join those outings as i don't have to wake up at 6.30am every morning to prepare for work. i'm always late for work because of traffic jam. it's really frustrating and annoying but lucky me as i don't have to drive. phew~
* Food I hate : those with garlic and onions... i just don't like onions and garlic because i can't stand it's taste. though i know onions are good for health but i don't like them~ ok,i'll still eat the food but you'll see me taking my time to push them aside.
* Fruit I hate : pineapples simply because i cut my tongue every time i eat them. they just hate me! sob...sob...
* Veggies I hate : those that taste bitter such as bitter gourds. the only reason i still eat them at times is my mii says that they are good for my skin. what to do??!! i'm a vain girl!
* Celebrities/People that I hate : those who appears to be all saint but actually they are sucky person. how on earth i will know whether they are sucky person when they aren't on air? it's simple~ look at how they treat their make up artists, hairstylists, managers, etc.
* Event/Situation/Incident that I hate : when idiotic guys are looking at me with their 'i'm-actually-raping-you-with-my-eyes' kind of expression..damn yucks!! i know i'm not hot but still i don't deserve that look. ok la, i admit that i'm discriminating people. if that guy is cute or gorgeous, i don't mind! look all you want! *sticks out tongue*
* TV shows/movies that I hate : horror movies..coz i'm so afraid of ghosts. actually people dislike to watch it with me too as i'll suddenly hold onto the person next to me. be it his/her hands or cover my face on his/her shoulders. my ex-housemates used to say that they weren't shocked by the movie. they were shocked by me instead as i created a more horrifying stunt.
* Music I hate : anything that i feel is disturbing or by particular singers. can't type their names or else i'll be thrashed by their fans.
* Household chores that I hate : mopping the floor. i always have backache after that. perhaps i should say wash the toilet as i've not washed it in my entire life(up to this date,of course! if my future bf wants me to wash it, i'll consider bout it. he better be the best bf in the whole wide world or else, i'll just hire a cleaner to clean it when he's not around~ i know it'll be deceiving him but sometimes white lies won't hurt??)
* Things that you hate around the world : people who thinks nothing but himself/herself. in words, it's just plain selfish.
* Things that you hate about yourself : blur case, clumsy as i always fall down, don't have enough energy to do heavy chores, being too sarcastic til it sometimes hurt other people's feelings
The Face Behind The Blog
i was still a freshie in college. life being spent as an outstation student involved doing the household chores myself. just imagine that i had never wash my own laundry previously, not even washing my own panty but during my college life, i had to do laundry myself. so what if i called mii when i was washing my own laundry for the very first time? i needed step-by-step guidance. i still survivied those times though at the beginning my hands were allergic to the detergent. mii had to buy those extra mild ones for me. i know many of you will think that i'm a pampered girl. mii has really taken good care of me~
this pic of me was taken during an outing with my sis, kerry and evelyn. not forgetting kerry's friends, emly, eric ew and eric tan. i missed the time when we hang out together at redbox as they had nice voice. guessed student life came to an end after few graduated. it's the memories that's left. i'm truly blessed to have known these angels. btw, they camwhore lots too. that's the climate of any outings with them around! craziness is part of the requirement~
i miss having a family holiday trip~ actually i miss holiday trip with friends as well. all the memories are just simply marvellous. in fact, i love to the feeling of being around people. the warm, fuzzy feeling makes me feel loved~
it's the first time i dressed up in all white outfit. i prefer all black though i look slimmer and sexier. lol. i'm not blessed with sexy body and the only way for me to look sexy is to conceal my shortcomings with black outfits with compliments my whole outlook. i'm practicing the 'if you aren't born pretty, you have to dress up pretty' concept. guess it's fading soon as being busy at work makes me lazy to dress up. a lame excuse for a lazy girl like me.
1st step
Post a short blog article that includes a photograph (or a series of photos) showing the face behind your blog. If you already show a photo somewhere on your site (such as in your about page), then make your post more interesting and choose a photo that’s not currently online.
2nd step
Include links to other people that have displayed a photo, or include their photos in your post, adding a reference. Here are the others who have participated so far:
Include links to other people that have displayed a photo, or include their photos in your post, adding a reference. Here are the others who have participated so far:
3rd step
Tag as many others as you like in your post to spread the meme.
4th step
If you link back to me here and send an email I’ll be sure to include links back to you.
Each person tagged should create their own post and repeat the process.
*omg, the linking part is tedious~anyway, feel free to do this tag. lol... me don't want to tag anyone just yet as i'm too afraid of revenge sessions.
do any of you miss me? please say u do! muahaha....
haiz, so sorry for the lack of updates. my lappie is still in the shop as dad's still hasn't pick it up due to his hectic schedule. i've not seen him since monday. guess i almost forget how he looks like. ok, i lied. *sticks out tongue* i still remember how he looks because people have to constantly remind me that i look like my dad which is indeed as very sad case. i tell my dad that he's not good looking and since i look like him, i'm not good looking either. that's so sad~ :'(
sorry for digressing. back to doing tags.
danielctw really tags me. though i've done it but since i'm being tagged, have to do it.
i love to eat sweet sour meat but it seems like it's really difficult to find a plate of delicious sweet sour meat here. i've been searching high and low and disappointment increases each time after a meal. if any of you happen to know any shops, stalls or restaurants selling finger-licking good plate of this dish, please be a kind soul and inform me.
anyway, mum has tried a new recipe as she pities me for yearning to eat sweet sour meat. no, i'm NOT pregnant! it's just that i love this dish lots. so sorry because no pics again this time as my lappie is dead. if the shop technician is able 2 retrieve my data stored in the hard disk, i'll be really grateful and buy all my IT related stuff there. i promise! boohoo, all my pictures are there, including the pics taken during cny which i've not emailed to my friends. **Copy this***
Meme Topic : What is your favorite food in your state or country? Find some info about the food & show delicious pictures of it. Tag FIVE people. Do if you want to increase traffic to your blog!
since andulu and aaron both tag me on the same thing, i shall do it together. phew~ less one tag to do. INSTRUCTION : Bold the statements that are true to you.Italicize the statements that you WISH are true. Leave the fibs alone.Then, stab 3 people to do the same test..
1) I miss somebody right now. 2) I do not watch tv these days. 3) I wear glasses or contact lenses. 4) I love to play video games. 5) I have tried marijuana. 6) I have been in a threesome. 7) I believe honesty is usually the best policy. 8) I have changed mentally over the last year. 9) I curse. 10) I'm totally smart. 11) I've broken someone's bones. 12) I'm paranoid sometimes. 13) I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. 14) I need money right now. 15) I love sushi. 16) I talk really, really fast. 17) I have long hair. 18) I have lost money in Las Vegas. 19) I have at least one sibling. 20) I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past. 21) I couldn't survive without Caller ID. 22) I like the way I look. 23) I am usually pessimistic. 24) I have a lot of mood swings. 25) I have a hidden talent. 26) I'm always hyper. 27) I have a lot of friends. 28) I have pecked someone of the same sex. 29) I enjoy talking on the phone 30) I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants. 31) I love to shop. 32) Enjoy window shopping 33) I would rather shop than eat. 34) I don't hate anyone. 35) I'm a pretty good dancer. 36) I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother. 37) I have a cell phone. 38) I believe in God. 39) I am an adrenaline junkie. 40) I watch MTV on a daily basis. 41) I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months. 42) I've rejected someone before. 43) I want to have children in the future. 44) I have changed a diaper before. 45) I've called the cops on a friend before. 46) I'm not allergic to anything. 47) I have a lot to learn. 48) I'm shy around members of the opposite sex. 49) I have made a move on a friends significant other or crush in the past. 50) I have tried alcohol before. 51) I own the South Park movie. 52) I would die for my best friend. 53) I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza. 54) I have used my sexuality to advance my career. 55) I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all. 56) Halloween is awesome because you get free candy. 57) I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it. 58) I am happy at this moment! 59) I'm obsessed with girls/guys. 60) I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met. 61) I study for tests most of the time. 62) I am comfortable with who I am right now. 63) I have more than just my ears pierced. 64) I walk barefoot wherever I can. 65) I have jumped off a bridge. 66) I love sea turtles. 67) I spend ridiculous money on makeup. 68) Plan on achieving a major goal dream. 69) I'm proficient in an musical instrument. 70) I hate office jobs. 71) I love sci-fi movies. 72) I think water rules. 73) I went college out of state. 74) I like sausages. 75) I love kisses. 76) I fall for the worst people 77) I adore bright colours. 78) I can't live without black eyeliner. 79) I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing. 80) I usually like covers better than originals. 81) I can pick up things with my toes. 82) I can whistle. 83) I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snake's slither. 84) I have ridden/owned a horse. 85) I still have every journal I've written in. 86) I can't stick to a diet. 87) I talk in my sleep. 88) I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions. 89) I have jazz in my blood. 90) Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time. 91) I wear a toe ring. 92) I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with. 93) I am a caffeine junkie. 94) I cosplay or know what cosplaying is. 95) I have been to over 15 conventions. 96) I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better. 97) I'm an artist. 98) I only clean my room when necessary. 99) I like a person of the same sex. 100) I love being happy.
p/s: i shall not tag anyone for the moment. feel free to do the tags if you wish. hehe, i'll definitely read it.
well, after seeing danielctw's message in my shoutbox, i have the perception that perhaps his car is being banged by someone else or his client is too difficult til don't want to make a closure or anything really bad. who knows it's because he gets a death card for his tarot card reading. ceh, a change can also mean he will be getting a girlfriend, right? haha, i wonder why he's afraid of change wor. a promotion in job is also considered as a transformation. don't have to worry so much la.
The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents, beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful.
The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her.
since my fingers are itchy, i try out the test as well. i get an empress card! don't really know what it means. it mentions bout beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation. gee, how come i don't feel any of it? can it be because i often take things for granted? beauty? haiz, this is what i lack of recently. not even in the mood to dress up when going out. my hair is like a mess right now due to laziness. my sleeping time goes haywire. i sleep during the day and active during the night. my mum says exactly like a mouse! oh ya, i'm born in the year of mouse.
bout happiness? other than i'm really happy as i finally can see my family everyday since they move here, i'm basically grumpy. things don't turn out better especially these few days i've been watching hong kong drama series which make me cry every now and then. so sad.
pleasure, success, nad luxury. hmm, i want them. in fact i should rephrase myself. i NEED them! omg, i'm never satisfied. guess people around me feel like giving a slap on my face or whack me. all i do is to complain this and that without trying to make things better. i don't know what's wrong with me. feeling so empty and down. i think i need decorate my room again to give it a fresh look. perhaps my mood will change.
guess out of the things the card mention, dissipation applies in my case. so sad case. haiz....
when i was 18, i was in the midst of depression. all alone in sunway to pursue my studies. it wasn't any better when my love life was haywire and i spent most of my time crying myself to sleep because of the complicated situation. during that period i was forced to learn mandarin by my ex-roommates and ex-housemates. without them, i couldn't imagine how i was going to survive without being able to understand what my ex-coursemates were talking about. that was the past.
actually i'm supposed to list down the songs i listen to back then.
So,let’s start with The Rules first.
1. Go to www.popculturemadness.com 2. Select the year you turn 18 (you can see the list on the left side of the page or just type in the year you were 18 in thegoogle search bar) 3. Get nostalgic over the songs of the year 4. Write aboutit 5. Pass the tag to 5 other people
the english songs that was played day and night in my room when i was 18:
Tagged by lasilasi to write about my favourite food. my favourite food? now that's a tough decision to make as i believe that i'm born to eat. i'll take just any delicious food minus some of the ingredients i don't like. anyway, if i really must choose a type of food that i really like, it'll be pizza. perhaps u'll wonder how come i choose pizza. that's because my family used to be really poor during my primary school years. many people don't believe me when i tell them that. well, what you see isn't always the case. i can always opt to show you the happy side of me instead of showing off my troubled mind and make everyone else in an awkward situation.
still wonder how come i haven't tell you the reason i love pizza? ok, i know i'm digressing but if i don't do that, you'll think that kylie is sick or the exam has caused kylie to suffer some serious brain damage.
anyway, i love pizza because that's the first non-malaysian food i've tried. i still remember vividly how estatic we were when dad brought us for a pizza treat. the first time eating it and of course the joy on our faces. though we were poor but dad still tried his best to pamper us. one of the best thing i love bout my dad is his love for food. haha... that's how i know where to get delicious food. enjoying life with good food makes me happy most of the time. just for the record, i eat hawker food too! ish, i wonder why people think that they'll never see me at any so-called low class place to eat. it's not the case. those places provide really heavenly food! don;t be surprised if you see me sitting on the ground just to try that delicious food. i'm willing to go to that extent for food! *sticks out tongue*
Previous tagged bloggers PeimunLeah loves Hakka Lei Cha Karen loves Pan Mee Something about Lai loves Crispy duck skin from China Simple American loves Cheese Tan loves Char Tau KuehVelverse loves Otak-otak Kenny Ng loves Jawa MeeFatty Poh loves Nasi Dagang Kelantan wmw loves Kuih Tutu Jason loves Ais Kacang Ipohchai loves Crab Lasilasi loves Friand kyliemc loves pizza
guess i should do the tags now before i forget. tag 1-by sylsyl 5 things found in your bag: - my hp - my pink coin purse - my black wallet - tissue paper - lip glosses
5 things found in your wallet: - my I/C - my atm cards - cash - discount or member cards - amulet
5 favourite things in your room: - my bed - my bolster & pillow - my pink radio - my accessories - my clothes
5 things you always wanted to do: - revising for exam instead of reading blogs *guilty* - learn how to drive *i have car license for 6yrs plus but i don't drive more than 5 times coz i don't have a car. dad thinks that once i have a car, he'll need to publish missing person ads to find me* - learn how to walk so that i won't fall down when wearing sneakers *blush* - clean up my room - learn how to read chinese characters *yeah, i regretted that i didn't pay attention during chinese class when i was young*
5 things you currently into: - watching drama series & animes - reading blogs - understanding the meaning of chinese songs - crapping chatting with friends - pacing up and down the staircases
5 people you tag: not going to tag anyone. :) feel free to do this tag if you want to.
Rules: Each player of this game starts out by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. After you do that, leave them each a comment letting them know you tagged them and to read your blog.
1. when i'm near any high areas, i always imagine what if i accidentally slip and fall to my death? ya, i know it's freaky but i can't stop myself from thinking of that.
2. i take baths more frequently when i'm stressed.
3. when i argue or quarrel with guys, i don't cry in front of them no matter how upset i am. i'll try to hold back my tears and only cry when i'm back home.
4. i'm very shy and don't speak much when i first meet anyone to which some people may perceive as being arrogant but after that person knows me well, s/he wishes that i will just stop talking.
5. though i don't contact my friends much, i still care bout them and reading bout their life through blogs or friendster messages or bulletin boards.
6. i don't speak what is in my mind when it comes to the person i like. i tend to act like a b*tch and speak opposite of what i want to say til his friends hate me so much and wish that i will just disappear from his life so that he won't be in misery anymore.
That's all for now.
I need to tag another 6 persons. Their job is to write something like Me, 6 weird things about themselves. (Follow the rules above)
won't tag anyone either. feel free to do it if you want. ;)
gosh, without realising it i've been blogging for quite some time. i truly luv scribbling down my feelings in my blog as i'm too lazy to keep a diary. it's easier to type using keypad anyway. however, these happy moments gonna come to an end now. juz take a look at my lifestatus. i've been missing for many days. guess the joy of writing down my feelings isnt there anymore. thanx to the perverts and stalkers but nvm tht.
to all my frens out there who hv been checking on how am i doing thru my blog, thanx! i luv all of u. i will keep in mind tht i've been luv. to those who hv been reading my blog in silence, thanx too. i knoe tht u ppl care for me too. not to forget those who i gotta knoe thru blogging. thanx for your frenship~ u'll be loved!
i plan to close down my blog coz michy is doing the same too. she's the one who intro me to this blogging world. since she's leaving, i shall leave with her too. i truly treasure the stuff tht she has taught me esp how to b strong.
i know tht this is kinda an abrupt decision n might catch u by surprise but please believe tht i've taken lotsa consideration b4 taking this drastic step~ i feel sad when this happens as i know i'll miss all of u~
to all of u tht might miss me, just keep in touch in msn or frenster, k? u can still call or sms me. shall miss all of u! *hugs* all of u hv been great! luv u! *muacks*
anyway, shall dedicate wang lee hom's kiss goodbye to all of u~
[x] I know how to make a pot of coffee. [ ] I keep track of dates using a calender. [ ] I own more than one credit card. [ ] I know how to change the oil in a car. [x] I know how to do my own laundry. [ ] I vote every election. [x] I can cook for myself [ ] I think politics are exciting. [ ] I balance my checkbook. [x] My parents have better things to say than my friends.
Total: 4
[ ] I show up for school/college/work every day early. [ ] I always carry a pen in my pocket/purse. [x] I’ve never gotten a detention. [x] I have never gotten completely trashed. [x] I have forgotten my own birthday at least once. [] I like to take walks by myself. [x] I’ve watched talk shows. [x] I know what ‘credibility’ means without looking it up. [ ] I drink coffee at least once a week.
Total: 5
[x] I know how to do the dishes. [x] I can count to 10 in another language. [ ] When I say I’m going to do something I do it. [x] My parents trust me. [ ] I can mow the lawn. [x] I can make adults laugh without being stupid. [ ] I remember to water the plants. [x] I study when I have to. [x]I pay attention at school/college. [ ] I remember to feed my pets.
Total: 6
[x] I can spell ‘experience’ without looking it up [ ] I work out on a regular basis. [] I clean up my own mess. [ ] The people at Starbucks know me by name. [ ] My favorite kind of food is takeout. [x] I have gained weight since middle/high school. [ ] The first thing I do when I wake up is get caffeine. [] I can go to the store without getting something I don’t need. [x] I understand political jokes the first time they are said. [ ] I can type quickly.
Total: 3
[x] I have realized that the weather forecast changes every hour. [ ] My only friends are from my place of employment. [ ] I have been to a Tupperware party. [ ] I have realized that no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job. [ ] I have more bills than I can pay. [] All my friends are older than I am. [] I can say no to staying out all night. [x] I use the internet every day. [] My wardrobe hasn’t changed in a while. [ ] I can read a book and actually finish it.
Total: 2
My total is : 20
Actual age is : 23
erm, kinda not so accurate for me though. many friends hv done it and so far they've been saying this test is accurate. if it's really accurate, it'll mean tht i dun behave like my age. haiz... ok la, dont laugh~ i'm childish. talking bout being childish, recently a grp of friends, aging 18 or 19 yrs old say tht i'm childish to which i deny to the max. very kek! i shall act like an adult now!! remember to stop me frm being childish :D thanx very much!
oh ya, i shall tag anyone who is free to do tis! :D take care n hv a nice day!
You're a giving soul, and you'd do almost anything for those you love. And they'd do anything for you! People may envy how giving you are, but more than anything, they envy those you open your heart to.
Location:
mlk>sunway>usj 16>kota damansara, s'gor, Malaysia
i'm a muarean but grow up in malacca. i've spent my whole 17 and a half years in malacca. with a twist of fate, i spend the rest of my days in selangor. residing initially in sunway but move to usj 16 in nov 2005. i move out to kota damansara with family in jan 2007.
A million of thanks is what i can say! Pretty thanks to Little-Miss-Wendy for the basecode & designing, xfantasywingsx for some code reference & cyworld for the pretty resources.
