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i think i forget to breathe

Thursday, September 13, 2007 ♥ 9/13/2007 11:39:00 PM


oh gosh, i think i'm suffocating nowadays. mostly due to my hectic schedule. work is still as busy as ever though it's not peak period for audit. it's the time for the 9th month revision for tax installment payments where i need to fill up form CP 2O4A for the clients. accounting jobs are seriously though as not all clients have proper filing system. my work has really tested my patience. i have learnt to control my frustration and pressure at work. i have learnt to just keep my mouth shut if seniors don't wish to listen to your opinion though they have made a mistake. if they refuse to listen, why should i bother to correct them? i should keep my energy instead as i'm so tired after work every single day. i always fall asleep after my bath and dinner. it's a very unhealthy habit but i can't help it as i'm too tired and sleepy.

besides busy with work, i'm busy with attending classes too. i can't say that i'm busy with my studies as i've not even started my revision yet. all i do now is to attend classes and the only time i open my notes is when i'm attending classes. not a really good start, huh? to top my hectic schedule, my lecturers are having extra classes in addition to normal classes. there will be replacement classes too. i end up having classes everyday except for tuesday but i can predict that it's going to taken by one of the lecturers soon. ya, i have classes on weekends too! long hours of classes on weekends.

if any of you ask me out but i decline to join, please don't feel offended, k? sometimes i just can't bring myself to join in all the fun especially when i'm too fatigue. my body can't take all the tiredness anymore. i hope i won't have system breakdown eventually. of course i still go out but it depends on situation. sometimes i seriously want to go out with certain group of people but my body and mind are screaming NO in unison. perhaps after i've shifted to new place in december i'll be able to join those outings as i don't have to wake up at 6.30am every morning to prepare for work. i'm always late for work because of traffic jam. it's really frustrating and annoying but lucky me as i don't have to drive. phew~

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